ok so the add comment button thing wassn't theyr, but i fixed iht so i would really love feedback. & i'll comment back. & sorry about the whole comment thing not working /:

me & josh broke up. i wassn't upset. he chose his friends over me. watever. he messeged blake something pretty rude. i'll show the messege later becus i don't feel like logging into blake's myspace. but in the messege iht made iht seem like josh was only going out with me so i couldn't be with blake. this is how the i m between me & josh went.

josh: hey babe
Shana: bby
Shana: heyy 
osh: lol tell blake to add me on msn
Shana: gutt iht
josh: thanks
Shana: your welcome
josh: sorry babe had to i m blake
Shana: whatdd yu say
josh: nothing
Shana: ill find out
josh: how
Shana: becus i can
josh: how
Shana: i already knoe what you saiid
josh: ok then wat did i say
Shana: ihts fxcked up how you dnt want blake tlking to me
josh: no its not
Shana: rlly .. why do you think tht ?
josh: bc since he can't talk to you now he can't ever hurt you again and i get jealous when you and him talk
Shana: well thanks for caring ? but he wont hurt me. & iht pisses me off how everyone thinks that he will. ihts like your all exspecting him to do that, he really doesnt. & to be honest josh you hurt me more then he did.
josh: ur welcome. everyone thinks he will bc everyone knws he will and he knws he will too. and yea we all are expecting him to. how did i hurt you more i ain't the one who went and fucked a girl while trying to get you back
Shana: so what ? i got rlly mad at him. hes right, i shouldtnve gotten mad at him becus we werent going out. he didnt wanna hurt me by not telling me. but you were the one who also went back to my bestfriend said no one else i m me, you went back to amamnda & crystal after how much they hurt you, called you fake, used you, & a whole bunch of toher shxt.
josh: still fucking a girl is worse
Shana: you shoulda learned your lesson blake never did nothing like everrrr. hes not as much as a heartbreaker as everyone says. he says soooooo much sweet stuff & to be honest im not the only person who says tht yur using me just so i dont have to be with blake
Shana: yeah iht pissed me off. but he made up for iht. you still probly talk to crystal. & you hang out with your friends he doesnt he stays home & talk to me for hours
Shana: so i see why your jealous but ihts not his fault or mine. your the one who doesnt pay attention to me
josh: blake is a great heartbreaker. he can't keep a gf long like i can blake doesn't say sweet stuff he never has to anybody i told you im not useiing you but i'll let you think wat you want on that one. and yes i do still talk to her but im over her. and i got to hang with my friends sometimes i can't just not hang with them at all. and of course blake is going to stay home and talk to you bc he's
josh: a heartbreaker and he knws that if he gets out he will break a girls heart i feel so sorry for him NOT!!
Shana: no josh that's now why he stays home.
Shana: not *
josh: yes it is
Shana: ok well still, i get to talk to him so iht benifits me (:
josh: still he's a heartbreaker and always will be thats why he don't last long in a relationship
Shana: rlly ? becus im pretty shure that he has been in a 3 yr relationship beforeee. not even you have dun tht
josh: yea but that was only one time look at him now he can't keep one
Shana: neither can you. were dun
josh: why you breaking up with me
Shana: you talk soooooo much shxt about blake as if youve never hurt anyone either. ihts so fxcked up, & to be honest ihtll hurt me everything time you talk to crystal becus i knoe your not over her. youve said that before, youve said tht with amanda too. & you still go back to her. you say ihts to get me jealous ? but who tha fxck likes to be jealous ? becus i knoe i dont. so either way your still pissing me off. you dont like iht when i talk to blake but i feel even worse when you talk to crystal becus i can just imagine all the shxt she talks about me &
Shana: i knoe you, you dont stick up for me. when someone talks shxt about someone you say lol. or i knoe. im not stupid and i knoe you still like her.
josh: ok
josh: well bye
Shana: shes treated you so bad, cheated on you and called you fake like i already said. but you just go back to her. every single fxcking time. honestly i dont see why you like her and i dont see how you put up with tht
Shana: hells no im not dun talking
josh: i am
Shana: and if you really knew me you woulda knoen tht when i say 'ilu2 ' tht means somethings wrong.
Shana: so watever bye
josh: bye

josh pisses me off so fxcking much! he thinks he's perfect, HE'S NOT. so i'm pretty much dun with him. meanwhile, this is some of the cut stuff blake was sending to me;
blake: i love you more
 Shana: lol no i love you moreee 
blake: lol no i love you more than words can say

: u knw ur the most amazing beautiful girl i have ever met and i love you more than anything u can imagine and i would do ANYTHING for u in a heart beat
Shana: that made me cry , no one has ever said that to me before everrrrrrrrrr i mis you soooooooooo much 
blake: lol well now someone has said it to u and i miss you soo much too
Shana: im sorry for everything blake

blake: u knw wat
 Shana: twat ? 
blake: lol i want u to be the one i spend the rest of my life wit bc i love you and noone is ever goin to compair to u
 Shana: i can be the one you spend the rest of your life with, i love you too and no one is going to compare to you either. 
blake: i knw u can be
 Shana: i love you so much
blake: i love you so much too
 Shana: [: 
blake: but i love you more then u love me
 Shana: falseeeee
blake: true
 Shana: srry i didnt hear the i m noise
blake: i love you more then the coco puff guy loves his coco puffs
Shana: and people are like eating he girl in the movie 
blake: lmao
 Shana: i love you more then the cookie crisp guy loves his cookie crisp 
blake: lmao
 blake: i love cookie crisps
 Shana: i love you more then you love those 
blake: i love you more then anything in this world
 Shana: i love you more then lucky loves his lucky charms, i love you more then the silly rabbit loves his trix
Shana: lol i was just typeing that 
blake: lmao u must knw ur cereals very good
 Shana: lol i do 
blake: lol i can tell 
Shana: lol whats some others ?
blake: idk
 Shana: i love you more then that girl with the unibrow on hey arnold , loves arnold 
blake: u knw wat i wanna do
Shana: what ? 
blake: lmao
 blake: i wanna give u 12 roses but take one out and put a fake one in and say i will love you untill the last rose dies i've always wanted to do that but can't find the perfect person to do it too but now i did
 Shana: aweeeeeeeeeeee  <3 
blake: lol

blake: ur the best thing that has ever happened to me, i knw im missing out on alot of hott chicks for u, but believe me when i say, i love you more than anything in the world its true
blake: i've always wanted one too
Shana: awehhhhhh why are you saying all this oober sweet stuff ? yuvve never dun tht , ususally i do lol. i love you more than anything in the world to blake thts why i got over the fact tht you did tht with another girl and broke my heart . ihts moments like this when im glad i never got ovr you <33 
blake: im sayin it bc i want too and im glad u never got over me
Shana: im glad you didnt get over me to (:
Shana: & i like iht when you say rlly sweet stuff 
blake: i knw u are glad and y do u like it when i say sweet stuff
 Shana: lol issnt tht an obvious answer ? 
blake: me and u should kiss in the rain one day i never have done that before
 blake: lol idk if its obvious or not
 Shana: lol you haven't ? i thought youu havee ?! 
Shana: lol well ill tell you anyways
Shana: ihts becus iht makes me smile & actually makes me important. no ones said rlly sweet stuff to me for a rlly long time 
blake: lol i have but it didn't seem romantic it was just a kiss on the lips thats all

me & blake aren't going out though.. YET (;